Estúpido sueño

She was a friend that I could not reach

she thought I was cold but I understand

And I may just waste away from doing nothing

But you're a martyr for even less…

And even though I got it all now

My only stupid dream

Is you and me together

And how it should have been

You find me wanting...

You find me bloodless but inspired

You find me out..

You find me hallucinating fire.

No narcotics in my brain

Can make this go away

I found a better way to curb the pain

You put a trigger here inside my brain.

Don't hate me

I'm not special like you

I'm tired and I'm so alone

Don't fight me

I know you'll never care

Can I call you on the telephone, now and then?

This is no rehearsal - somebody

interpret this for me

If you - wanted to

You'd find - inside my mind

Things so surreal

My lips are sealed

Strange as I seem

I'm getting stranger by the minute

And I will wait for you

Until the sky is blue

And I will wait for you

What else can I do?

The more that I fake it and pretend I don't care

The more you can read into what isn't there

Maybe it's time to stop swimming

Maybe it's time to find out where I'm at

What I should do and where I should be

I'll leave now this can't continue...

But I forget which door I came through

And I know that the lift can be painfully slow

So I think I'll leave by the window

Lyric excerpts from a ‘Stupid Dream’ an album by Porcupine Tree